Okay but less adress the elephant in the room straight on. The thing is that we lost both slim and rus now and it's getting very worrying for me personally honestly. To clarify I would like to say the following. I am also in doubts for like a long time now as if I should personally stay or go and it started from an incident which I will touch upon a little later. I am staying for now just because I remember how people were leaving one by one it almost seemed hour after hour and we still have not fully recovered from this to complete degree. And I do remember punisher also staying along with guys like slim, rus etc. So I do want to at the end of the day support punisher and this current leadership at this time, but it's clear we are hitting some of more dangerous territory again. Here is what I say. First I feel betrayed till this time over what leadership/punisher did in the mapcycle discussion. I was humiliated to see that not only he took away my forum admin, my staff, but also shut me up for a day and besides that acted condascending. I warned him that it is COMPLETELY clear that people want to allow custom maps on our server and if we take away two fragin friends meaning Sylumini and Neoxen we will quickly find out that the actual vote ended in 11 on 5 for custom maps which I saw coming mile away. I feel I should have been trusted with the job completely as I was listening to everyone suggestions and even after me and storm had a bad argument I still took a listen to him and his rational suggestions and took them in. I am still disgusted that punisher snubbed me like that and flexed his muscles at me like I am some kind of a bum. If I was entrusted with this job then it meant I could handle it completely without no guidance from above as I would listen to everyone and make rational decisions with it. Ofc I quit by saying I do not want to expend my energy on endless arguments anymore as punisher doubted my ability to act in benefit for the clan. Second Malina should have remained in charge of social media and Aria just added as like additional social media admin in some places like whatsapp group etc, but not like her superior. Malina was far more active on forums and on the servers and social media AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME than Aria. Now make no mistake about it, Aria deserves a leadership position in our clan FOR SURE! SHE IS AMAZING! BUT SO IS MALINA FRIGGIN AMAZING! I think overall being promoted to a leader is very deserved by Aria. But how it was done did not account for Malina hard work and dedication. I think promotion could been done in a way that both Malina and Aria would be happy. And now ofc we do also have tensions between them two as well, at least that's what I feel, this is not something I talked with both Mal or Aria directly about. Punisher I think your heart overall is in the right place. But remember that as a leader you serve people here first and foremost. I want you to be better than me as of my time when I was a leader. I was too selfish, plz do not repeat this mistake. I personally come to a point where I am starting to be borderline in staying in this clan or no and now it's your call as well. I do not mean that if you respond to this post in a manner that I won't like I will leave or something, no way. But I do want to see some wiser actions from you man. And I know you got it in you.